Yesterday afternoon, I sent the very first draft of my very first sequel off to my lovely editors.  As I mentioned on Twitter, this did not happen quietly. There was much squealing, and then much celebrating in the form of a night on the town with the man friend.

And although “night on the town” equals “2-for-1 entree night at one of three restaurants still open in the off-season,” I couldn’t have asked for a better celebration.  It definitely takes some getting used to, living in a place where you know seventy-five percent of the people eating dinner at the tables around you, but there is something really special about getting to share good news right away.  A perfect island night.

And now…the morning after. I haven’t had all that much experience with this phenomenon, but I can tell you it feels strange.  I don’t really know what to do with myself, now that I don’t have a draft to tweak and stare at.  It’s out of my hands, at least for a while, and all I can do is wait…and wait…and try not to dissolve into a puddle of insecurities while I wait.

Here are some non-writing things I’d like to do while waiting:

(Kind of like New Year’s Resolutions, only shorter-term.   And late.)

-Shower.  (Like, regularly.  And before noon.)

-Do yoga again.  (I nearly cracked a rib trying to do a single sun salutation yesterday.  Have I mentioned my less-than-stellar Wii Fit assessment?  Needs work, and lots of it.)

-Walk the dogs.  (Outside.  And beyond the perimeter of the yard.)

-Cook things with vegetables in them.  (Deadline diet involved lots of pasta, oatmeal, and baked goods.  Need veggie detox. Bad.)

-Do a little warm-weather shopping, because we are going to Nicaragua in two weeks!!!

That’ll do, to start.

What do other people do when they’ve parted ways with their projects, I wonder?  I always just feel overwhelmed by non-humaness that it’s hard to know how best to move on.  Thoughts?  Suggestions?  Non-starch-dominated recipes to share?  I’ll be here…

Waiting…

xox

akb

J. D. Salinger, 91, is dead.

From Seymour, an Introduction:

In this entre-nous spirit, then, old confidant, before we join the others, the grounded everywhere, including, I’m sure, the middle-aged hot-rodders who insist on zooming us to the moon, the Dharma Bums, the makers of cigarette filters for thinking men, the Beat and the Sloppy and the Petulant, the chosen cultists, all the lofty experts who know so well what we should or shouldn’t do with our poor little sex organs, all the bearded proud, unlettered young men and unskilled guitarists and Zen-killers and incorporated aesthetic Teddy boys who look down their thoroughly unenlightened noses at this splendid planet where (please don’t shut me up) Kilroy, Christ and Shakespeare all stopped – before we join these others, I privately say to you, old friend (unto you, really, I’m afraid), please accept from me this unpretentious bouquet of very early-blooming parentheses: (((( )))).”

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

I mean.  Hi!  You look so pretty today!  Thanks for stopping by!

Recently (I say recently because it could have been yesterday, last week, or maybe in a dream I had, such is the fluid and completely disorienting nature of my life in these final days of deadline panic,)  somebody asked me about  my writing-related goals for 2010.  I think I said something generic like “Do More Of It!” — which also happens to be true — but I’d like to specify a bit.

What I’d really LOVE to learn how to do is work on a project, even if that project is expected in the hands of others, thereby creating a bit of stress and mild anxiety and all of the other wonderful insecurities induced by deadlines and publishers, and ALSO be able to FUNCTION as a HUMAN BEING.

I’ve been struggling with this lately.  Just ask anybody who hasn’t seen me in weeks.

This extends to blogging, and all of the other usually fun networky type things that are part of being an author these days.  I really, honestly love these things.  I just can’t seem to do them (well) and write at the same time.

Can you?  And can you tell me how?

While I’m waiting for your solutions, I’ll be locked into Mac Freedom (yes, I know I could just disconnect the wireless, but it’s not the same, I have a problem, I know,) and hoping you’ll check out the fun ALA pics I posted to the BRAND NEW WISH FACEBOOK FAN PAGE !  (With actual fans and everything!)

With love and exasperation,

akb

[[NOTE: This was a guest post I wrote for the Books Make Great Lovers blog a few weeks back.  I'm reposting here because it answers a question I get asked quite a bit, and also for my mom, who recently asked why some of the words I write here come up in different colors, and insisted that the very idea of clicking on links makes her tired. ]]

If you could have anything, what would you wish for?

This is the question that WISH asks of you—both in the story and, hey, it’s right there on the back of the book!—and, fairly enough, it’s also the question I have been asked most frequently, over the course of the past few weeks.

I had no idea how hard it would be for me to imagine what I’d do with three wishes. I’ve thought about it long and hard, day and night. I’ve thought about it standing up and doing the dishes, I’ve thought about it on long walks with the dogs. I’ve even done that annoying thinking-too-much-in-the-shower thing, where you accidentally condition your hair before shampooing it, or wash your face with shaving cream. (I’ve really done this. Not awesome. Not at all.)

I’ve thought and I’ve thought and I’ve thought, and then, one morning, as I was staring into my refrigerator for no reason, it hit me. The reason I can’t think of any wishes is exactly the reason why, if I were to walk into Posey’s magical dress-making shop tomorrow, she’d probably take one look at me, make some kind of snide remark about whatever I was wearing, and send me on my way.

See, Posey only has the power to grant wishes to people who deserve them. People who really, truly need her help. At the beginning of WISH, Olivia is completely stuck. She is head-to-toe buried in sadness and no matter how hard she tries, she can’t see a way out. By granting her three wishes, Posey is able to give Olivia the opportunity to side-step her grief, first by bringing Violet back, and then by helping Olivia to slowly build a road out of her sadness, on her own terms.

This is the kind of wishing I’m most interested in—the wishes we make when we’re the most desperate, when we know in our hearts that we can’t do it alone. I’ve made them before, and I have no doubt I’ll make them again. And it’s nice to think that, when I do, there might be somebody like Posey to hear me.

But as for right now, things are pretty okay. I won’t begin to pretend that I’d deserve Posey’s help. I couldn’t waste her time like that—besides, between helping Olivia, and helping the new Olivia and lucky star of WISH 2, I’d say Posey’s got enough on her plate.

You can find me guest posting on these fabulous blogs this week (or in some cases last week…whoops.)

Lauren’s Crammed Bookshelf:  Q&A, in which I reveal the original title for Wish and bemoan the all around sucking of the Patriots.

A Lush Budget Production:  A list of my YA favorites.

The Book Muncher a sweet review with a guest post coming soon.

Today I Read ditto above.

k bye.

It’s crunch time here on the island, and my brain is practically mush from all of the latest running around — but I had so much fun this weekend, and so much photographic evidence of all of that fun, that it would be downright evil to keep it all to myself.

(More in-depth commentary on the fun will be coming soon — as soon as I’ve had seven cups of coffee and maybe a nap or twelve.)

First up:  ALA Mid-Winter.  Saturday night I was interviewed by the much-loved John Mason in a Tonight Show-style talk-show format.  Here I am with our host and my fellow panelists:

M.T. Anderson, Pam Munoz Ryan, John Mason, Patricia McKissack, Kathryn Lasky, Philip Reeve, a strange little girl who'd like you to notice her hands, Francisco X. Stork*

*Missing from this picture is the lovely Alice Hoffman, who sat next to me as we waited to be called on stage and made me laugh and temporarily forget how absolutely terrified I was to be there.

The presentation involved each of us sitting on the couch and being interviewed by “Johnny,” one by one.  Luckily, the always hilarious David Levithan was there playing Ed McMahon, just in case you did something like forget the name of your book or something.  The whole experience was a little bit like that dream where you’re making a presentation in class and you haven’t done your homework, except that it wasn’t class, the homework was me, and the front row was full of my heros.

Here I am saying something that may or may not have made sense.  You’d have to ask somebody who was actually in the room and not floating like a vapor high above it:

David Levithan, M.T. Anderson, floating vapor, John Mason

Later (after the coffee and naps) I will tell you more about how much of an incredible honor it was to be standing for a photograph with these people, let alone sitting on a couch with them and answering questions.

I will also tell you about Philip Reeve’s floor-length coat and lace-up boots, which were beyond dapper and merit a blog entry unto themselves.

WELLESLEY BOOKSMITH READING/BOSTON LAUNCH PARTY

From the hotel in Boston I went straight to the Wellesley Booksmith, one of my favorite local indie booksellers, where I gave a little reading, forgot to ask for questions, and signed the crap out of a ton of books.

Here I am having my signing hand massaged by a loyal fan:

And here I am being introduced by the gracious Jane.  This is, apparently, where my face started doing interesting things beyond my control:

This also must have been when I started smelling badly, since nobody would sit in the front row.

Later that night, my parents hosted fifty or so of our friends at their home in Weston, and once they were all trapped in the living room I read them the entire book from cover to cover, while executing a number of costume changes and negative-space performance art.

Just kidding, but maybe that happened, who knows, I was a shell of a human by then.

This is the only picture I have from that part of the night.  I am posing next to a life-size poster of the New Yorker cartoon heard ’round the world, in which a scene from my book is illustrated as the fantasy of a young girl reading my book in bed.  With some sort of pointy-eared orange cat beside her.

(Oh, what a long, strange trip it’s been.)

*Many thanks to my oldest and most intrepid friend Lauren, who spent literally hours on the phone with The New Yorker people trying to get this cartoon reprinted.  She has also been to just about every single one of my family gatherings, to the point where my aunts and uncles used to introduce her as my “special friend.”  Special, indeed.

Shortly after this picture was taken I collapsed on the couch with a cold compress and watched the Golden Globes.  Was it just me or did Mickey Rourke turn orange?  Also, why so much bathroom talk from Mr. Cameron?  Not an image I needed to be hallucinating as I drifted off to sleep…

That said, it was the perfect end to a perfect weekend.  Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who made it happen.

xoxo

akb

HERE, THERE, EVERYWHERE

Not to be the girl who extends her birthday for a week (which, let’s face it, I am) but just in case you want more WISH, here’s where I’ll be guest posting/answering delightful questions for the next few days:

Today, Jan. 13th:  The Reading Zone

Thursday, Jan. 14th: Luxury Reading

Friday, Jan. 15th:  The Compulsive Reader

Saturday, Jan. 16th: Book-Lover Carol

Sunday, Jan. 17th: Books Are My Love

(I’ll be back next week to update with more!)

WELLESLEY BOOKSMITH THIS SUNDAY, 1/17!

In real-live-in-person-touring news, I’ll be at the Wellesley Booksmith this Sunday, 1/17, at 2 pm.  It’s going to be a really fun event — I’ve even heard rumor of cupcakes.

Check it out here and stop by if you can!

HAITI HELP

While we’re on a linking roll, why not go here and learn about how you can help Haiti.  (Not the most graceful segue, I know, but it had to happen somehow.)

Or better yet, just text “HAITI” to #90999, and automatically donate $10 to the Red Cross. Truly couldn’t be easier.

(Thanks to The Harry Potter Alliance for spreading the Twitter word.)

Happy Linking!

xoxo

akb

HAPPY WISH DAY!

After months and months (okay…years and years…) of writing and waiting and writing and waiting, pretty little WISH is finally, officially in stores today!

I have to admit, today doesn’t feel different than any other day (except for all of the very lovely messages, tweets and phone calls, thanks guys!) which I was warned would be the case.  BUT.  After an amazing weekend in the city, celebrating and reading and seeing lots of family and friends, I can safely say  that I am almost* all partied out.

PARTY PICS!

First up was Teen Author Reading Night at the Jefferson Market Library on 6th Avenue, hosted by David Levithan, and featuring new works by some really great (and lovely) YA authors.  It was my very first reading so I was super-nervous, but luckily I sat next to Robin Palmer, who is hilarious.  It’s hard to be scared when the author next to you is inventing Romance novel titles (my favorite:  Deceived By Deceit) and channeling Jackie Collins.   So thanks, Robin. I may not have made it without you.

And the very next night, I celebrated the release of WISH with all of the wonderful people who have been there from the beginning. My mom and brothers were there:  

And LOOK! It’s the real CALLA!  My friend, Callie, whose real name I borrowed for one of the characters in WISH, won the Best Dress Contest:

Callie shared Best Dress honors with Courtney, who, on top of being adorable, served as the world’s best and most supportive sounding board as I spent the last three years hemming and hawing over all things WISH:

And here we have my brother John, taking a break from the festivities to catch up on some reading:


(Once he got over the fact that the cover model was actually not going to be in attendance, I think he had a pretty  good time.)

Thanks to all who came out, especially the ladies at Alloy and Scholastic.  It was a total girlfest and so much fun. I couldn’t have asked for a better way to welcome WISH into the world.

BLOG TOUR!

I’ll be traveling the blogosphere for the next few weeks, guest posting and being interviewed all over the place!  I’ll try to keep updating here and on Twitter, but I have a feeling you’ll be getting enough of me everywhere else.  At the end of each post will be a link to where I’ll be the next day.  It’s going to be a lot of fun so I hope you’ll check in.

(Man, I love tours that I can do in my pajamas.)

Today’s stop on the tour is at Alea’s Pop Culture Junkie, where I re-live the awkwardness of being taller than every boy in school, and give you a sneak peek at the WISH playlist.

A very special thanks to all of you bloggers, it’s been so much fun getting to know you and I’m so appreciative for all that you do for YA authors everywhere, especially those of us who are new to the game!

And, of course, thanks to YOU for stopping by!

xoxo

akb

*I say almost because the party continues this weekend…Stay tuned for more news about ALA and WISH in Boston!

So it’s been a totally nutty few days in NYC, full of readings (with so many talented and lovely authors, about whom I will be raving when I am capable of thinking thoughts, again) and an absolutely fantastic launch party for WISH (pictures to come, as well)…and before I go into writing hibernation for a few days, I wanted to point you towards these exciting giveaways.

Ann-Kat at Today I Read has a really fun giveaway contest, involving a big group story project!  Check it out here.  (Even though I appear as “Alexander” in some places.  We’ll pretend it’s a nickname.)

And my very own editor Aimee Friedman wrote a super sweet post about WISH on the Scholastic blog On Our Minds, with another fun giveaway at the end.  (ALERT:  Here you will also find a video, in which I babble nervously and am wearing a TERRIFYING amount of liquid foundation.  We will be discussing this at length in the future.  Be warned.)

So that’s where the free things are.  Now go get ‘em!

And Happy, Happy Weekend.  (See you soon, pajamas.  It’s been too long…)

xoxo

akb

First, some mini news:  I officially exist!  On the Interweb, that is.  As of today, this blog will be hosted at www.alexandrabullen.com.  Which means absolutely nothing, I don’t think, except that maybe you can find me easier?  And also that someday in the not-so distant future, when I have fifteen minutes to catch my breath, and when I can convince my wildly talented and freakishly tall friend Chris to squeeze me into his busy schedule, I will have my very own website with pages and things!

Also, another review!  This one’s from School Library Journal, and you can read the full review here.

“This first-time novelist has produced an enjoyable variation on the three magical wishes scenario with nicely executed and believable characters, not so much fairy tale as realistic story–with some teen drinking. Olivia works through the wishes to realize her strengths and learn to face the world on her own.

I really love it when reviewers highlight the fact that even though there are magical dresses and ghosts and glowing butterflies, etc. etc. and so forth, WISH isn’t all fairy tale, all the time.

Also, let’s talk about teen drinking.  I mean, not right now. But, I’ve been getting LOTS of comments on this subject, and there are some things I want to say and questions I want to ask you.  So let’s talk about it sometime, okay?

In the meantime,  please go here and read what another fabulous book blogger has to say about WISH.  I love cover love!

xoxo

akb

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